The Idea of an Essay, Volume 3

Narrative & Memoir 73 a glamorous occupation like being an author in the limelight, but it is a glorious, God-approved occupation. Maybe I should go to the mission field. Take up my cross and endure persecution for the sake of the gospel. Winning souls is a most valuable, purposeful life’s occupation. What if, somehow, in some God-ordained way, I could do all three? Write books, raise kids, and work in the mission field? Is that possible? All things are possible with God. Now what do I do? With all these possibilities, how in the world am I supposed to know what God wants me to do? What happens five years down the road is completely in God’s sovereign plan. Whatever life holds for me, I know He will always be with me. I must rest in the knowledge that He has a plan, and I don’t have to know what it is right now. For the present, I’m supposed to be doing school, serving in my church, obeying my parents, encouraging my friends, writing stories—for the glory of God. I’m supposed to be here, in Beavercreek, at home, at church, at the library. I chat with one of the librarians, a friendly, older woman who encourages me to apply for a job here. Her cheerful personality, sunny smile, and serene composure are a welcome and pleasant aspect of my library trips. I would love to work with her. And, of course, I would be in close contact with one of the things I love most on earth: books!